Wow its been forever. Damn there 5 months since I've written here. I'm sorry all 8 1/2 of my readers and supporters. I kinda forgot this website and my subscription to it existed. I'm currently listening to A Perfect Circle's Thirteenth Step album which a little bit of awesome and I highly recommend it. Particularly loving this verse from "Weak and Powerless" : "Little angel, go away come again some other day. The Devil has my ear today, I'll never hear a word you say. He promised I would find a little solace and some piece of mind. Whatever, just as long as I don't feel so..." "Fell in love with a girl. Fell in love once and almost completely." Yes then by doing what I thought was right and healthy for the situation, I ended up possibly temporarily ending my relationship with her. I've been going out of my mind. But I'm actually calm right now. Smoke to be light-headed and don't think about life without her. I won't have to be without her. "The universe will unfold as it should." I've been a bitch lately. I'm sorry. I can't control myself. I'm tired of being me and being timid and impressionable. I'm just mad and lashing out. I'm going to go crazy one day. Or go on a rampage. Kick a few random people. Whichever I run into first. More useful shit next time. Promise. | 
i loved it. thats why i try to make it a point to have singing girlfriends. She makes me 
on the inside. 